The only person that needs to believe in you is YOU
You wanted to leave,
Now that you want to make it look like my fault,
They couldn’t contain you.
They wished they could.
So did you.
You were limitless.
Unknown to you.
You were on your run.
Like you were being hunted.
You had to move, to keep breathing.
The breathlessness you felt,
– Akshaya Hemadri.
Ever felt that you were living this horrendous dream, day in and day out and then to your horror as days grow to weeks , months and years you find yourself yearning for that moment of freedom.
And like as if God(if you believe in him) heard it , miracle happens and you are away from it all. From the noise , the negativity , the people and all place that only knew how to hurt you.
You are away. And you like it here. Maybe even love it and then suddenly the image looks similar to you. You have seen this before. You have felt this before. And before you know it, you realise that you are back where you started.
When this happens know for sure. It was never that job, that place, the people. But you. Probably it was always you but when do we ever blame ourselves.
Why ? Why me ?
When everyone is living is living a crude baseless life, why do I blame myself when I am so much better than them ?
Yes. You are better than them.
And that is why you should blame yourself.
Because you can change yourself.
Because you have control over yourself
And the moment you realise that you are the reason to your problems you will also know that all the answers you need are within your reach.
It’s a circle,
Only as long as you it let it continue.
– Akshaya Hemadri
No one destroyed you.
You let yourself be destroyed.
Kill they say.
Everyone does it.
You will live through it too.
Dreams , they say
Come around every year.
You can make one.
A new one.
Like me too.
What’s destroying you.
I do not understand how you did it.
I guess I underestimated you after all.
You can vanquish what’s a part of you.
But how do you exist.
Without the very thing that defines you.
Who are you ?
If you aren’t you after all?